To my beautiful big sister,

10 Year Without You…How has it been a decade when it feels like a lifetime and only just yesterday, all at the same time?

To say the last 12 months has been a wild ride is an understatement. It’s been amazing. It’s been challenging. It’s been messy

A veil that fell upon my world, the moment I got the news you were no longer with us.

Why? Because I didn't want people's sympathy, and I certainly didn't want to make people feel uncomfortable.

She is not me, she is a former version of me.
She feels separate to me, in some ways she feels like a stranger.